| I'm back, I havn't even looked at xanga in a coons age. lol. I seperate the military in like 14 days. 4 Years ago I left my home, friends and family behind and embarked on an exciting and new chapter in my life that I am thankfully glad is coming to an end. not that i didnt enjoy my time in the military it, like most things had its ups and downs.
Back then things were so uncertain. and right now I can't honestly say that things are much different. The last year of my enlistment has felt like my senior year in high school ( only a little less fun)
there was a time when I wrote on this thing for attention, then it was to impress which i guess is attention but honestly now I want to write in it to just write. for mental health or something. There are things i keep inside. not like real emotional deep things but somethimes there are ideas I get whether artistically or i dont know just ideas...and then I let them float around in my head and then I just forget them and to me thats just sad. I dont like it..its really sad.
just some quick snippets...i want to go to india, africa and other places where i dont have everything and anything at a moments notice....but i dont want to be a hippy ...is that possible??? I also want to stop swearing ...i started it bad when I joined the military and I would like it to end with the military who knows...
I may or may not write on here again...who knows...
Shadows meet James Dean....
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| Well today i had a colonosopy to find out why i'm not working correctly... I t wasn't all that bad because I was asleep the whole time and I dont remember a thing which is really cool because I think the nightmares from that would be hard to shake...here's some pics everyone.
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| Pray for me ....I'm goin crazy...
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| Well I don't think I've ever been this good at something before but right now I'm ranked #1 for the game F.E.A.R. on the xbox 360... here's a pic of my leaderboard postion.
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